I wish, sometimes I can be the last,
In the world moving so fast.
Even today my eyes turn bright, when I think of those days in the past,
Where I crossed the railway gate, not the first but the last.
When my sister was upset as I did not move fast,
She thought we’ll not get the movie tickets, but I managed the last.
I wish, sometimes I can be the last.
While looking for my name in the selection list, where I knew someone reserved by virtue of their caste,
My disheartedness force me to come back & I suddenly jumped up viewing it printed at the last.
Hence, In the world moving so fast,
I wish, sometimes I can be the last.
I wish, sometimes I can be the last,
To miss even the smallest part of my life’s blast.
Sitting in the corner at the last,
Discovering the syllabus of the viva which was vast.
When I am questioned at the last,
I repeated the correct answer which was said in the recent past.
Then the fishy smile on my face that last,
For which I can claim in the world moving so fast,
I wish, sometimes I can be the last,
I wish, sometimes I can be the last.
When the competition is with the younger ones,
On whom the impression of admiration I cast.
I don’t mind staying back, to motivate them to move fast,
As I care for happiness in their heart forever which will last.
I wish, sometimes I can be the last.
I wish, sometimes I can be the last,
In the world moving so fast.
As the joy is when you win the heart by being the last.
The real victory is when your love smiles thinking of the past,
When you made her win the game, by knowingly yourself being the last.
It’s when she knows that she will never be alone in the world so fast,
As her Bhasker will stand by her till the last.
I wish sometimes, I can be the last.
Its when the sorrow of the dear ones, turns into smile that you cast,
Then you assure them to be with them till you bring back their life’s blast.
In such moments, for being with near ones,
I wish I can stay there till the last, in the world moving so fast.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
The Last Show
"Jaldi kar yaar, We don't want to miss this show atleast", At 10.45pm, with tickets of a new release in my hand, I said.
I was looking my watch (Sorry Mobile, as i do not use watch, as nobody gifted me) every now and then as if I have to give the results in milliseconds for the winner of Olympics. We were running short of time and this was the last show of the day ( we were behaving as it was the last show ever).
"Abey, Chala to raha hoon, ab kya NOx dalwaloon isme". (NOx?? Must be the effect of another movie) Rohit, My driver for the two wheeler told me while driving his Bajaj CT100 with almost the speed which is above the limit of any such vehicle.
I wish he would have configured his bike with the same, so that we could have reached on time, as I didn't want to miss 'the ambience' before the show. (Guys!!! you know what I mean). But anyhow he was driving as if he is a professional Formua1 racer.
The vehicle was making all kind of sounds with this much speed. Had Anu Malik would have listen, he would have copied it, I know he is such a talent.
"Haan to thik hai na abhi baatein band kar aur gaadi dauda", If someone would have told me this, I would have given him a puzzled look, who is talking from the back seat now?? and I know he would have given me the same look, but aah I was on the back seat.
We were moving on the road which was almost blank, as we were moving to the multiplex which was located far away from the hot spots of A'bad. Even batman would have been afraid of that road, had he been alone, but we were moving with the maximum possible speed. (Who said we were not afraid??).
Anyways, we reached there with all possible tacts. I told my driver to park the vehicle so that I can enjoy 'the ambience' till he return.
I entered the gate and suddenly my eyes started pooping out, a group of hot girls was like waiting for us ( I wish what I just said could come true anytime). A few girls were not in that category but then with a bunch, a few hardly matters.
I forgot everything, how we fought with the cold outside, How we drove (Sorry, He drove) with a speed not less than a F1 racer (According to the bike's condition). Now this is 'the ambience'. I just felt proud on my friend for his terrific effort to let us in on time. I thought of giving him a tip, but then I found, I forgot my wallet (Best idea, everybody knows).
"Abey!! Bahar bahoot thand hai yaar" Rohit enterd with these words, I gave him a puzzled look (Arey obviously I know, I am also coming from the same route only, with the same F1 speed).
"Abey", his heart was to the mouth as soon as he saw 'the ambience'. I nudged him, seeing his excitement. I am always afraid with the way he get excited whenever he go through such an ambience.
"Ghar tak chhod ke aaja usko", he taunted me, with the way I was staring, without moving his eyes from the group (obviously, why would he).
"If I'll get the chance, like a Gentleman, I will drop her for sure, but they are here to watch movie and we are here to watch them as well as the movie", I whispered without moving my eyes as well.
We were waiting for the elevator and I was wishing it to come down as late as possible. even more I was wishing the elevator get breakdown so that we could use stairs and could enjoy more, but then I forgot that the show was about to start, but for Rohit it had already started. even much more I was wishing the elevator to come down and get breakdown when we all were in the elevator, but anyways Multiplexes walas maintain their rapport and services.
I know the best thing I could do there was 'just stare' because I know I can never go beyond it. Rohit was good in going beyond but then he was with me so he also had to follow the way I was. Akela banda maar khata achchha nahi lagta na. Sometimes he abuses me for the same and regrets my company in this case. But then too he was trying his best to get the possible chance.
Anyways the elevator came down with its maximum possible speed. My wishes never come true, even if they are small.
"Damn it !!!", with little anger I said. ( Guys you can frame the best word accordingly)
Countdown begun as only few seconds were left when 'the ambience' was going to be converted to the dark.
"Koi nahi, We'll try during interval and if we will be lucky enough we will find the group sitting around us only", he said. (We will??? arey where is the question of we??? I never said and showed that I wanna try?) and how optimistic he is. Why didn't he just said in simple words If we'll (Sorry only he) be lucky enough he will find them sitting next to him or even more.
Finally we were about to enter for the show and were just behind the group thinking we'll follow them ( Here I can use the word WE).
But as I said na not even small wish come true for me. The group was moving for another movie and we watched them for the last time (Yes We).
Rohit was still optimistic and said "Koi nahi yaar. The shows will end at the same time, and we'll follow them till A'bad".
"Abey !! Chal ab". I just pushed him for the movie for which we fought that much, with full mood of only movie now.
I was looking my watch (Sorry Mobile, as i do not use watch, as nobody gifted me) every now and then as if I have to give the results in milliseconds for the winner of Olympics. We were running short of time and this was the last show of the day ( we were behaving as it was the last show ever).
"Abey, Chala to raha hoon, ab kya NOx dalwaloon isme". (NOx?? Must be the effect of another movie) Rohit, My driver for the two wheeler told me while driving his Bajaj CT100 with almost the speed which is above the limit of any such vehicle.
I wish he would have configured his bike with the same, so that we could have reached on time, as I didn't want to miss 'the ambience' before the show. (Guys!!! you know what I mean). But anyhow he was driving as if he is a professional Formua1 racer.
The vehicle was making all kind of sounds with this much speed. Had Anu Malik would have listen, he would have copied it, I know he is such a talent.
"Haan to thik hai na abhi baatein band kar aur gaadi dauda", If someone would have told me this, I would have given him a puzzled look, who is talking from the back seat now?? and I know he would have given me the same look, but aah I was on the back seat.
We were moving on the road which was almost blank, as we were moving to the multiplex which was located far away from the hot spots of A'bad. Even batman would have been afraid of that road, had he been alone, but we were moving with the maximum possible speed. (Who said we were not afraid??).
Anyways, we reached there with all possible tacts. I told my driver to park the vehicle so that I can enjoy 'the ambience' till he return.
I entered the gate and suddenly my eyes started pooping out, a group of hot girls was like waiting for us ( I wish what I just said could come true anytime). A few girls were not in that category but then with a bunch, a few hardly matters.
I forgot everything, how we fought with the cold outside, How we drove (Sorry, He drove) with a speed not less than a F1 racer (According to the bike's condition). Now this is 'the ambience'. I just felt proud on my friend for his terrific effort to let us in on time. I thought of giving him a tip, but then I found, I forgot my wallet (Best idea, everybody knows).
"Abey!! Bahar bahoot thand hai yaar" Rohit enterd with these words, I gave him a puzzled look (Arey obviously I know, I am also coming from the same route only, with the same F1 speed).
"Abey", his heart was to the mouth as soon as he saw 'the ambience'. I nudged him, seeing his excitement. I am always afraid with the way he get excited whenever he go through such an ambience.
"Ghar tak chhod ke aaja usko", he taunted me, with the way I was staring, without moving his eyes from the group (obviously, why would he).
"If I'll get the chance, like a Gentleman, I will drop her for sure, but they are here to watch movie and we are here to watch them as well as the movie", I whispered without moving my eyes as well.
We were waiting for the elevator and I was wishing it to come down as late as possible. even more I was wishing the elevator get breakdown so that we could use stairs and could enjoy more, but then I forgot that the show was about to start, but for Rohit it had already started. even much more I was wishing the elevator to come down and get breakdown when we all were in the elevator, but anyways Multiplexes walas maintain their rapport and services.
I know the best thing I could do there was 'just stare' because I know I can never go beyond it. Rohit was good in going beyond but then he was with me so he also had to follow the way I was. Akela banda maar khata achchha nahi lagta na. Sometimes he abuses me for the same and regrets my company in this case. But then too he was trying his best to get the possible chance.
Anyways the elevator came down with its maximum possible speed. My wishes never come true, even if they are small.
"Damn it !!!", with little anger I said. ( Guys you can frame the best word accordingly)
Countdown begun as only few seconds were left when 'the ambience' was going to be converted to the dark.
"Koi nahi, We'll try during interval and if we will be lucky enough we will find the group sitting around us only", he said. (We will??? arey where is the question of we??? I never said and showed that I wanna try?) and how optimistic he is. Why didn't he just said in simple words If we'll (Sorry only he) be lucky enough he will find them sitting next to him or even more.
Finally we were about to enter for the show and were just behind the group thinking we'll follow them ( Here I can use the word WE).
But as I said na not even small wish come true for me. The group was moving for another movie and we watched them for the last time (Yes We).
Rohit was still optimistic and said "Koi nahi yaar. The shows will end at the same time, and we'll follow them till A'bad".
"Abey !! Chal ab". I just pushed him for the movie for which we fought that much, with full mood of only movie now.
Friday, May 14, 2010
My Best Friend
“Hello” with these words I could feel the sweetness in her voice.
“Yeah!! Hi, How are you?” I replied coming out of the honey-dipped voice.
“Busy ho??” She asked and wanted me to reply with the answer she was looking for and I did.
“No, Not at all. Me and Busy??? Oxymoron yaar.”
“Ok.” Happiness, I could feel in her voice.
“Can I take your permission for something?” She asked with a doubt, guessing what could be my possible answer, which she already knew.
“Yes, Tell me”. I replied with some footage.
“I never want to loose a person like you, Can you be my Best Friend ??” The words I wanted to hear from so long…. But anyways good things happen this way.
In any case I got my first proposal (of friendship) this way, which was quite shocking and full of happiness.
I wish any other gal could have proposed me with a different case, of course other than friendship.
Like a Gentleman I said, "Is this the thing which is worth asking for?? I already consider you as my best friend". I told this to her many times, but anyways she realized it now.
and as usual she pulled my leg saying, " Tum aur Gentleman?? Defination kab se change ho gayee??"
But then I tried to get some footage, “Yaar, I am already having so many friends in my life. No scope available and No place for a best friend in my life”.
She was laughing like she is talking to an Idiot which surely she was, as actually I am. “Too much now, Jyada Bhaav Khane ki zaroorat nahi hai” . How girls come to know about we guys, what we actually think??
Anyways.. I cut down my footage and accepted her proposal (for being Best Friend) for which I was dying from so long, like a Sharif Banda, which actually I am. The wish came true after almost a silver jubilee of mine since I cried for the first time.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
She filled the place in my Life, which was vacant from so long,
The Friend I always wanted to have and for me who belong,
With whom I can share anything either right or wrong,
The One who is ready to listen any part of my life's song.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
Anger!! A natural Human behavior, can destroy any relationship, if it is not tackled wisely and calmly.
She has caliber to cope up with my anger, even if she is angry.
One who fight even for small reason in a while,
and later on pursuing, with all possible wile.
and then can do anything to make me smile
and Can handle me even if she is getting rile.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
I needed her, so what if I was wrong somewhere. She was there for me always, to make me feel and believe that I am not all alone.
When I was loosing the path, she was there to hold me,
Whenever I was wrong , She was there to scold me,
Whenever I needed her, she was there to fold me,
Whenever I was in anger, she was there to cold me.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
"You have to sing a song now and that is it", without knowing where and in which condition I am.
"Hadd hai yaar !!!" Now?? Not possible", I tried to escape.
"Gana, Gana, Gana, Gana, Gana, Gana............ " upto infinity (yes infinity is the right word to use here).
and I ultimately had to sing to cope up with the childish nature of her.
Sometimes she is childish, sometimes she is mature,
Sometimes my foolishness, she easily try to endure,
She is out of the world, her heart is that much pure,
Her talks and deeds are attractive in which I am lure.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
Caring doesn't need just words. A complete silence is enough to let someone feel, how much we care for them.
We want to spend most of time with the one whom we feel, they are just for us. She is the one for me. My best Friend..
The one who love to share things without thinking,
the one with whom i can talk endless, such a linking,
With whom need of caring words is less and shrinking,
Understanding between the two is just like eye winking.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
You need someone to show you the way, whether you think it is required or not as you might be having verses in handling life's problem but you need someone to show you the way. You need someone to make you realize that in this path they are there with you. You need someone in your life to guide you, even though you are much mature and you think you do not need anyone. You need someone to make fun of you and someone who can tease you even if you think you are a master in it and no one can beat you.
The one who shows all the negatives within me,
things which are unknown to me she easily can see,
who handles my irritation and she must agree,
for the changes i made in me she is the key.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
Why we are not very much comfortable in sharing our thoughts with everyone?? (not even with few) Person like me never shared things with anyone.
She made me feel comfortable with her. Whenever I am with her I do not have to think before speaking, I speak fluently. I never shared that much with anyone, but she let me feel me as myself as if I am talking to myself. Yes She is my best friend !!!
Introvertness was engrossed all around me ever,
she helped me coming out from it, she's clever,
Such a strong bonding will be there forever,
after rifts and casual fights we're being apart never.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
“Yeah!! Hi, How are you?” I replied coming out of the honey-dipped voice.
“Busy ho??” She asked and wanted me to reply with the answer she was looking for and I did.
“No, Not at all. Me and Busy??? Oxymoron yaar.”
“Ok.” Happiness, I could feel in her voice.
“Can I take your permission for something?” She asked with a doubt, guessing what could be my possible answer, which she already knew.
“Yes, Tell me”. I replied with some footage.
“I never want to loose a person like you, Can you be my Best Friend ??” The words I wanted to hear from so long…. But anyways good things happen this way.
In any case I got my first proposal (of friendship) this way, which was quite shocking and full of happiness.
I wish any other gal could have proposed me with a different case, of course other than friendship.
Like a Gentleman I said, "Is this the thing which is worth asking for?? I already consider you as my best friend". I told this to her many times, but anyways she realized it now.
and as usual she pulled my leg saying, " Tum aur Gentleman?? Defination kab se change ho gayee??"
But then I tried to get some footage, “Yaar, I am already having so many friends in my life. No scope available and No place for a best friend in my life”.
She was laughing like she is talking to an Idiot which surely she was, as actually I am. “Too much now, Jyada Bhaav Khane ki zaroorat nahi hai” . How girls come to know about we guys, what we actually think??
Anyways.. I cut down my footage and accepted her proposal (for being Best Friend) for which I was dying from so long, like a Sharif Banda, which actually I am. The wish came true after almost a silver jubilee of mine since I cried for the first time.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
She filled the place in my Life, which was vacant from so long,
The Friend I always wanted to have and for me who belong,
With whom I can share anything either right or wrong,
The One who is ready to listen any part of my life's song.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
Anger!! A natural Human behavior, can destroy any relationship, if it is not tackled wisely and calmly.
She has caliber to cope up with my anger, even if she is angry.
One who fight even for small reason in a while,
and later on pursuing, with all possible wile.
and then can do anything to make me smile
and Can handle me even if she is getting rile.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
I needed her, so what if I was wrong somewhere. She was there for me always, to make me feel and believe that I am not all alone.
When I was loosing the path, she was there to hold me,
Whenever I was wrong , She was there to scold me,
Whenever I needed her, she was there to fold me,
Whenever I was in anger, she was there to cold me.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
"You have to sing a song now and that is it", without knowing where and in which condition I am.
"Hadd hai yaar !!!" Now?? Not possible", I tried to escape.
"Gana, Gana, Gana, Gana, Gana, Gana............ " upto infinity (yes infinity is the right word to use here).
and I ultimately had to sing to cope up with the childish nature of her.
Sometimes she is childish, sometimes she is mature,
Sometimes my foolishness, she easily try to endure,
She is out of the world, her heart is that much pure,
Her talks and deeds are attractive in which I am lure.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
Caring doesn't need just words. A complete silence is enough to let someone feel, how much we care for them.
We want to spend most of time with the one whom we feel, they are just for us. She is the one for me. My best Friend..
The one who love to share things without thinking,
the one with whom i can talk endless, such a linking,
With whom need of caring words is less and shrinking,
Understanding between the two is just like eye winking.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
You need someone to show you the way, whether you think it is required or not as you might be having verses in handling life's problem but you need someone to show you the way. You need someone to make you realize that in this path they are there with you. You need someone in your life to guide you, even though you are much mature and you think you do not need anyone. You need someone to make fun of you and someone who can tease you even if you think you are a master in it and no one can beat you.
The one who shows all the negatives within me,
things which are unknown to me she easily can see,
who handles my irritation and she must agree,
for the changes i made in me she is the key.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
Why we are not very much comfortable in sharing our thoughts with everyone?? (not even with few) Person like me never shared things with anyone.
She made me feel comfortable with her. Whenever I am with her I do not have to think before speaking, I speak fluently. I never shared that much with anyone, but she let me feel me as myself as if I am talking to myself. Yes She is my best friend !!!
Introvertness was engrossed all around me ever,
she helped me coming out from it, she's clever,
Such a strong bonding will be there forever,
after rifts and casual fights we're being apart never.
Yes!!! She is my best friend
and Yes!! she is a legend.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Time has Changed alot
I still remember the day, When Papa was driving the vehicle and I was shouting from the back seat, holding him tight with my small arms around his belly, “Papa, Dheere!!! Darr lag raha hai” and Papa turned back to me saying "Ghabra mat !!!"
Days Passed on, then came a day when Papa was teaching me how to drive the vehicle and when I was not following the instructions, He scolded me with care in his eyes “Dheere, Chala, Dheere Chala….. Brake Laga, Aaram se”….
Then came a day when Papa wanted to show his confidence in me saying “Kya kar raha hai ? Speed de , Tez chala thodi….”
Now today is a day When I am driving, Papa on the back seat and he is saying “Aaram se Chala….” and now I am replying, "Papa !! Don't worry".
How Confidence Changed with time from “Dheere to Tez to Dheere” is being never realized, but only felt when looked back.
Those were days when I came back with tears in my eyes while having a fight with my mates after a game. Mummy came close to me hugged me and wiped out tears from my eyes with anger in her eyes and murmuring in her words “mera hi bachchha mila tha ladne ke liye” trying to calm me down.
Today is a day, when She is in my arms, her head on my shoulders, I am wiping her tears with a smile on my face, saying “Kya Mummy Chhoti si baat pe ro rahi ho”…
How Things changed from an Angered eye to a wet eye is being never realized, but only felt with course of time.
There were days when I use to have huge fights with my younger sister and she starts crying when I scolded “ Ek padegi haan” because of the teasing nature and normal sibling fights.
Today is a day when she is crying and I am scolding her “ Pagal hai kya?? Rona band kar” because of the care, love and possessiveness I am having for her in my heart, because I can’t see her cry.
How Things Changed from Tease to Care is being never realized.
There was a time when I was arguing with my brother and was rifting with him for a hired bi-cycle to have a ride “Ab Mujhe chalane de na yaar”. Today is a day when I can gift him with a sporty bike “Chal Test Drive leke aate hain”.
How Things Changed from rift to a gift is being never realized, but can only be felt with a course of time.
When he ignored me, get rid of my company and to get involved with his own friend circle saying “Chal, Bhaag yahan se”. Today is a day when he stands by my side to fight from the world for me with all possibilities of providing comfort to me saying “Darta kyun hai yaar ??”.
How Things Changed from Ignorance to belongingness is being never realized, but can only be felt.
Those were the days during college when we friends use to fight & run away from paying the bill of even a cut-tea saying, “Paise nahi hain yaar, aaj tu dede, baad me adjust kar liyo”.
Today is a day when we still fight for the bills of a posh restaurant to be paid by us only “Haan Haan Pata hai jyada kamane lag gaya hai… Wallet jeb me rakh ab”.
How Thing Changed from a Chai ki Ghunti to a Restaurant is being never realized, but can only be felt with time.
Days Passed on, then came a day when Papa was teaching me how to drive the vehicle and when I was not following the instructions, He scolded me with care in his eyes “Dheere, Chala, Dheere Chala….. Brake Laga, Aaram se”….
Then came a day when Papa wanted to show his confidence in me saying “Kya kar raha hai ? Speed de , Tez chala thodi….”
Now today is a day When I am driving, Papa on the back seat and he is saying “Aaram se Chala….” and now I am replying, "Papa !! Don't worry".
How Confidence Changed with time from “Dheere to Tez to Dheere” is being never realized, but only felt when looked back.
Those were days when I came back with tears in my eyes while having a fight with my mates after a game. Mummy came close to me hugged me and wiped out tears from my eyes with anger in her eyes and murmuring in her words “mera hi bachchha mila tha ladne ke liye” trying to calm me down.
Today is a day, when She is in my arms, her head on my shoulders, I am wiping her tears with a smile on my face, saying “Kya Mummy Chhoti si baat pe ro rahi ho”…
How Things changed from an Angered eye to a wet eye is being never realized, but only felt with course of time.
There were days when I use to have huge fights with my younger sister and she starts crying when I scolded “ Ek padegi haan” because of the teasing nature and normal sibling fights.
Today is a day when she is crying and I am scolding her “ Pagal hai kya?? Rona band kar” because of the care, love and possessiveness I am having for her in my heart, because I can’t see her cry.
How Things Changed from Tease to Care is being never realized.
There was a time when I was arguing with my brother and was rifting with him for a hired bi-cycle to have a ride “Ab Mujhe chalane de na yaar”. Today is a day when I can gift him with a sporty bike “Chal Test Drive leke aate hain”.
How Things Changed from rift to a gift is being never realized, but can only be felt with a course of time.
When he ignored me, get rid of my company and to get involved with his own friend circle saying “Chal, Bhaag yahan se”. Today is a day when he stands by my side to fight from the world for me with all possibilities of providing comfort to me saying “Darta kyun hai yaar ??”.
How Things Changed from Ignorance to belongingness is being never realized, but can only be felt.
Those were the days during college when we friends use to fight & run away from paying the bill of even a cut-tea saying, “Paise nahi hain yaar, aaj tu dede, baad me adjust kar liyo”.
Today is a day when we still fight for the bills of a posh restaurant to be paid by us only “Haan Haan Pata hai jyada kamane lag gaya hai… Wallet jeb me rakh ab”.
How Thing Changed from a Chai ki Ghunti to a Restaurant is being never realized, but can only be felt with time.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
So what If....
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
Never Realized how it changed, ever thought we are at par...
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we had bleeding fingers and wounded knees,
So what If we fought for the things unavailable with ease,
So what If we broke our legs while falling from trees,
So what If we siblings had loving fights and use to tease.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we left our homes for a new life.
So what If we were being ragged at the edge of knife.
So what If we had crush on the one who is now some one else wife.
So what If we have less time to enjoy and work is getting rife..
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we were end up with a broken heart,
So what If the one who was once our life is now apart.
So what If we come up with smiling face, its just an art,
So what If we liked someone else and she refused in a way smart.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we had many reasonless huge fight,
So what If we spend studying endless night,
So what If we were thrown out of class though we were right,
So what If we were ignored because we were not so bright.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we were thrown away from the college,
So what If we were given farewell from the small age,
So what If we had great degrees but less knowledge,
So what If we'll struggle whole life at all edge.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we miss our families and living alone,
So what If distances are making our heart tough as stone,
So what If most of our touch is just through phone,
So what If we're found missing in many occasions that gone.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we visit our home just like a guest,
So what If we spend our time in office for rest,
So what If we forget important dates and a few fest,
So what If we have enough time to waste and less time for jest.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we can't find new die hard friend,
So what If our eyes goes wet remembering the days we spend,
So what If we miss the food by mom's hand, the taste is legend,
So what If we couldn't stop the life when it was being bend.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
Never Realized how it changed, ever thought we are at par...
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
Never Realized how it changed, ever thought we are at par...
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we had bleeding fingers and wounded knees,
So what If we fought for the things unavailable with ease,
So what If we broke our legs while falling from trees,
So what If we siblings had loving fights and use to tease.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we left our homes for a new life.
So what If we were being ragged at the edge of knife.
So what If we had crush on the one who is now some one else wife.
So what If we have less time to enjoy and work is getting rife..
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we were end up with a broken heart,
So what If the one who was once our life is now apart.
So what If we come up with smiling face, its just an art,
So what If we liked someone else and she refused in a way smart.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we had many reasonless huge fight,
So what If we spend studying endless night,
So what If we were thrown out of class though we were right,
So what If we were ignored because we were not so bright.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we were thrown away from the college,
So what If we were given farewell from the small age,
So what If we had great degrees but less knowledge,
So what If we'll struggle whole life at all edge.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we miss our families and living alone,
So what If distances are making our heart tough as stone,
So what If most of our touch is just through phone,
So what If we're found missing in many occasions that gone.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we visit our home just like a guest,
So what If we spend our time in office for rest,
So what If we forget important dates and a few fest,
So what If we have enough time to waste and less time for jest.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
So what If we can't find new die hard friend,
So what If our eyes goes wet remembering the days we spend,
So what If we miss the food by mom's hand, the taste is legend,
So what If we couldn't stop the life when it was being bend.
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
Never Realized how it changed, ever thought we are at par...
Life has been a beautiful journey so far.....
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Appraisal Letter Part-2
(Please read part -1 before reading it).
With a once-in-a-while smile on his smiling face (for me) My Big-Boss called me up in is cabin which was bigger than my room. I can't recall when he smiled last that way. He offered me to sit down which I already did without his permission, as always. There were some papers laid down on his table. All but one were unknown to me, as those were work related documents which I had already explained in part1.
Anyways, The only known paper was my Appraisal letter that I guess wanted to scold me, "What the hell we are doing here??? Waiting for appraisal?? huh !!!"
My Boss saw my face three to four times along with my appraisal letter, as if he wanted to confirm whether both are having a link or not. He was going through the sections and found out what all I have written. He was quite impressed with the areas, I filled with a feel.
Later, He discussed it with me and I was confidently replying with ease and comfort, as I was already prepare for it(as I use to do during Vivas). Later on he came down to a sheet asking for responsibilities in next year. I was stunned. With so much difficulty and hard work, I found a few lines from various resumes and now again???I wanted to say that I have to search a few more resumes for it but then I said Sir the "same task". My "same task" I have mentioned in Part1, netting chatting and all. I didn't do that much hard work for my job as such....
He then signed it and said "All the best" and now I'll again get a promotion and increment.
So Thing is very clear Save as much resumes as you can for a better profile...
With a once-in-a-while smile on his smiling face (for me) My Big-Boss called me up in is cabin which was bigger than my room. I can't recall when he smiled last that way. He offered me to sit down which I already did without his permission, as always. There were some papers laid down on his table. All but one were unknown to me, as those were work related documents which I had already explained in part1.
Anyways, The only known paper was my Appraisal letter that I guess wanted to scold me, "What the hell we are doing here??? Waiting for appraisal?? huh !!!"
My Boss saw my face three to four times along with my appraisal letter, as if he wanted to confirm whether both are having a link or not. He was going through the sections and found out what all I have written. He was quite impressed with the areas, I filled with a feel.
Later, He discussed it with me and I was confidently replying with ease and comfort, as I was already prepare for it(as I use to do during Vivas). Later on he came down to a sheet asking for responsibilities in next year. I was stunned. With so much difficulty and hard work, I found a few lines from various resumes and now again???I wanted to say that I have to search a few more resumes for it but then I said Sir the "same task". My "same task" I have mentioned in Part1, netting chatting and all. I didn't do that much hard work for my job as such....
He then signed it and said "All the best" and now I'll again get a promotion and increment.
So Thing is very clear Save as much resumes as you can for a better profile...
Thursday, March 18, 2010
MY Appraisal Letter (Part 1)
With great smile on his face, My Boss’s PA offered me my second innings’ increment letter saying “Bhasker, Here is your second increment letter, fill it.” (I hope he didn’t mean feel it), because filling the appraisal form with a feel?? Now you feel how it could be like. I was surprised, astonished, shocked and same sort of words you can frame here.
How a company like this can actually give an increment letter to an employee like me??
I have done all but none for the sake of this company. I have tried my level best to maintain my level of “idle employee” in this organization, hats off management and I am left with an increment letter in my hand trying to feel it (not fill it).
My current senior with another sheepish smile came to me saying “Bhasker, you have done a marvelous job for the sake of this department”. (I wish I could hear the same from my Big Boss); anyways he continued “You are the oldest person in this department. (Even older than my Big Boss, believe me), and you deserve increment as well as salary revision now.” I wish Goddess Saraswati could listen what he actually told. Moreover, he himself was not realizing what actually he is saying. (He might have flooded with emotions-not for me but for the sake of my department. I told na sheepish smile). I wanted to tell him that the mistake (rather blunder) this organization has committed, none is willing to do it and hence I was here infact I am still here.
Anyways, with “the feel”, I came to my desk, thinking a thousand (even more) times, what actually I have done for my department that I actually am liable for an Increment. Then a thought clicked my mind, infact a word- Formality. Dude this is what the trend was/is. Be formal, atleast you will get little happiness. Ok fine!! Don’t divert me. Coming back to the topic- Increment Letter. To be more specific “My Increment Letter”
Believe me friends, doing nothing is the toughest task in this world because you never know when you are finished and I am happy that I am doing the toughest task of the world. I was staring at the blank increment letter and I was thinking to return it as it is, as there was nothing to write in it, so moreover it will be blank only, but the increment letter seems to be shouting at me “Fill Me” and I was staring at it to feel it.
When I was going through Increment Letter (Sorry, My Increment Letter), I found some columns which actually drew my attention. Those were My name, Years of experience (in figures only, not practically having any experience), Designation and ofcourse My Date of Birth (The day God decided to ruin this company’s future). There were other columns as well those were scary, invalid, not applicable, threatening which includes Achievements during the year, Key Result Areas, Contribution, Responsibilities, Strength etc. for which I was having no answer but anyhow I had to feel it (Sorry printing mistake, Fill it).
Well I wanted to fill those scary columns with my great and huge experiences (which actually I am lacking, practically) I gained in this organization.
1. Achievements- Unlocked many websites including orkut and facebook with the use of proxy servers.
2. Key Result Areas- Made many online friends with the use of chatting options available.
3. Contribution- Developed inter-personal skills within my colleagues by chatting with them in there free time (as my time was always free) and making them habitual to use internet as much as possible.
4. Responsibilities- I am responsible for the friendly environment here, as now everybody talks and chats friendly irrespective of work so assigned. I am responsible for the use of maximum internet here.
5. Strengths- Cordial, Tea, Chatting, Inter-personal skills and Internet which helped me a lot in passing my time. (Thanks to ITwalas for the same)
I wish I could highlight those points in the Increment letter so that my boss could actually feel my worth, but anyways I am a very loyal employee of the company so I hold a pen in hand and started filling and feeling my increment letter with words hard to find.
I wish myself best of luck for it.
How a company like this can actually give an increment letter to an employee like me??
I have done all but none for the sake of this company. I have tried my level best to maintain my level of “idle employee” in this organization, hats off management and I am left with an increment letter in my hand trying to feel it (not fill it).
My current senior with another sheepish smile came to me saying “Bhasker, you have done a marvelous job for the sake of this department”. (I wish I could hear the same from my Big Boss); anyways he continued “You are the oldest person in this department. (Even older than my Big Boss, believe me), and you deserve increment as well as salary revision now.” I wish Goddess Saraswati could listen what he actually told. Moreover, he himself was not realizing what actually he is saying. (He might have flooded with emotions-not for me but for the sake of my department. I told na sheepish smile). I wanted to tell him that the mistake (rather blunder) this organization has committed, none is willing to do it and hence I was here infact I am still here.
Anyways, with “the feel”, I came to my desk, thinking a thousand (even more) times, what actually I have done for my department that I actually am liable for an Increment. Then a thought clicked my mind, infact a word- Formality. Dude this is what the trend was/is. Be formal, atleast you will get little happiness. Ok fine!! Don’t divert me. Coming back to the topic- Increment Letter. To be more specific “My Increment Letter”
Believe me friends, doing nothing is the toughest task in this world because you never know when you are finished and I am happy that I am doing the toughest task of the world. I was staring at the blank increment letter and I was thinking to return it as it is, as there was nothing to write in it, so moreover it will be blank only, but the increment letter seems to be shouting at me “Fill Me” and I was staring at it to feel it.
When I was going through Increment Letter (Sorry, My Increment Letter), I found some columns which actually drew my attention. Those were My name, Years of experience (in figures only, not practically having any experience), Designation and ofcourse My Date of Birth (The day God decided to ruin this company’s future). There were other columns as well those were scary, invalid, not applicable, threatening which includes Achievements during the year, Key Result Areas, Contribution, Responsibilities, Strength etc. for which I was having no answer but anyhow I had to feel it (Sorry printing mistake, Fill it).
Well I wanted to fill those scary columns with my great and huge experiences (which actually I am lacking, practically) I gained in this organization.
1. Achievements- Unlocked many websites including orkut and facebook with the use of proxy servers.
2. Key Result Areas- Made many online friends with the use of chatting options available.
3. Contribution- Developed inter-personal skills within my colleagues by chatting with them in there free time (as my time was always free) and making them habitual to use internet as much as possible.
4. Responsibilities- I am responsible for the friendly environment here, as now everybody talks and chats friendly irrespective of work so assigned. I am responsible for the use of maximum internet here.
5. Strengths- Cordial, Tea, Chatting, Inter-personal skills and Internet which helped me a lot in passing my time. (Thanks to ITwalas for the same)
I wish I could highlight those points in the Increment letter so that my boss could actually feel my worth, but anyways I am a very loyal employee of the company so I hold a pen in hand and started filling and feeling my increment letter with words hard to find.
I wish myself best of luck for it.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Time Changes but not feelings
There were the times when I cried for you....
There were the times when I tried for you.....
There are times when I still cry for you....
Change is small and now I don't try for you.........
Because Nothing Can Stop Me From Loving You..........
and nothing can bring me that close to you......
I may not be the perfect, to match up with,
I may not be the one, to catch up with,
But I tried to match the Perfection,
and I still try though you know my intention......
Because Nothing Can Stop Me From Loving You..........
and nothing can bring me that close to you......
Never shared that much with anyone,
Your Company made me, sharing things with you.
Your talks made me feel lighter
I wish to continue that in the same rings with you,
Because Nothing Can Stop Me From Loving You..........
and nothing can bring me that close to you......
Sunday, February 14, 2010
The Day of Love, Affection and Emotion..........
Valentine’s Day
The Day of Expressing Love, which I found in you.
The Day of sharing things, I have been through.
The Day of expressing each other, and the feelings
The Day of making Love, which is always new.
Let your eyes speak the language of Love.
Let your heart be mine, which is soft as Dove,
Let me Hug You tight, Kiss You bright today,
Let me express my deep feelings for you today.
Never knew what Valentine’s Day is meant for,
You came into my life to complete me for sure.
My Life would not have been like this without you,
You are my first Valentine let me feel u more.
Let me tell you how much I Love you
Even thought you know.
Let my feelings come out of my heart,
You’re the one for me let me show.
Let me spread my arms around you,
Feel my breathe very slow,
Let my eyes be on u forever,
How much I care let them show.
I wish you, to be with me for ever and ever.
I want you to hold my hand for ever n ever.
I want to look into your eyes to say I Love you.
I want to feel your touch for ever and ever.
On Rose Day, I want you to be surrounded by Buds and Roses,
On Chocolate Day, I want to taste your sweetness engrosses,
On Propose Day, I want to propose you for a lifelong relationship.
On Teddy day, I want to gift you with this Love symbol in deep,
On Promise Day I Want to promise you that I m here for u ever n ever n ever,
On Hug Day I want to embrace you in my arms to make your world within me forever.
On Kiss Day I want to kiss you to show my Care, Affection and Love,
On Valentine’s Day I want to let you feel special; I want to let you feel that you are my world; I want to let you know how much I belong to you, I want you to be my part of life forever.
Happy Valentine’s Day.
The Day of Expressing Love, which I found in you.
The Day of sharing things, I have been through.
The Day of expressing each other, and the feelings
The Day of making Love, which is always new.
Let your eyes speak the language of Love.
Let your heart be mine, which is soft as Dove,
Let me Hug You tight, Kiss You bright today,
Let me express my deep feelings for you today.
Never knew what Valentine’s Day is meant for,
You came into my life to complete me for sure.
My Life would not have been like this without you,
You are my first Valentine let me feel u more.
Let me tell you how much I Love you
Even thought you know.
Let my feelings come out of my heart,
You’re the one for me let me show.
Let me spread my arms around you,
Feel my breathe very slow,
Let my eyes be on u forever,
How much I care let them show.
I wish you, to be with me for ever and ever.
I want you to hold my hand for ever n ever.
I want to look into your eyes to say I Love you.
I want to feel your touch for ever and ever.
On Rose Day, I want you to be surrounded by Buds and Roses,
On Chocolate Day, I want to taste your sweetness engrosses,
On Propose Day, I want to propose you for a lifelong relationship.
On Teddy day, I want to gift you with this Love symbol in deep,
On Promise Day I Want to promise you that I m here for u ever n ever n ever,
On Hug Day I want to embrace you in my arms to make your world within me forever.
On Kiss Day I want to kiss you to show my Care, Affection and Love,
On Valentine’s Day I want to let you feel special; I want to let you feel that you are my world; I want to let you know how much I belong to you, I want you to be my part of life forever.
Happy Valentine’s Day.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Art............. of Living ???
For Whom You are living ???
For Yourself.... about whom, half of the world claims.... that they know you better than you do ????
or
For Your Loved Ones....... which in most of the cases includes your family and your lover ???
or
For the society around you......... who the hell has nothing to do with you, your family, your values, your aims and your thoughts????
or
For the rest of this freak world........ which do not even know that you exist ????
Life is a race......
Much to chase......
Hide your face........
Never go trace.........
Time is less......
Make it a mess........
choose happiness.........
with random guess.........
In limited days.......
find out the ways.........
to disturb arrays........
of life anyways............
very Truly said by one of the the coolest Indian Author Chetan Bhagat " If we are lucky, we may last another 50 years. And 50 years is just 2,500 weekends. Do we really need to get so worked up?. It's ok, bunk a few classes, scoring low in couple of papers, goof up a few interviews, take leave from work, fall in love, light fight with your spouse. We are people , not programmed devices......." "Don't be serious, ... be sincere." !! "You will be what you WILL TO BE!"
Those seems just few words to us sometimes...... But If we go through each word and take those words deeply...... they mean alot...
Like a life....
Living doesn't mean to spend time ......... It is more that that....
Live for some Fun, You'll miss it but none.................
Live for Mischief, Just like a thief...........
Live for Your Dream, donno what does it mean........
Live for Today, latter nothing to say............
Live for Entertainment, who know when will u faint.............
Live the every moment you can............... Search for happiness in small things......
Life is more about the things, we usually do not care about.
Life is not about buying branded items, its about the gifts that u get from your loved ones, with a smile on their face and shine in the eyes.......
Life is not about getting up early for work, its about sleeping more and enjoying the sleep, in continuation with dreams.............
Life is not about having a posh dinner in a five star restaurant, its about the khichdi that you make own your on, even if it is salty or a little burnt.
Life is not about getting a job easily, its about clearing a paper with less time of preparation and a mid-way sleep during exam.
Life is not about wishing your buddy first on his/her birthday, its about listening the abuses for forgetting it and persuading then after wards.....................
Life is not about watching soccer or cricket in a stadium, but about the street cricket and the broken glasses...................
Life is not about driving one of the expensive vehicle, its about walking a few steps with a small child who keeps you disturbing with this cute deeds....................
Life is more about these happiness............. Life is more about living every moment..................
I also found it hard, to implement in real life, but believe me buddies everything ca be controlled with the topmost blank part of your body.... !!!
Laugh even without reasons............. Screw the world....... don't think about it.... they are not going to do it as well.
Dream it, Mean it, Love it and Live it................ Like a LIFE
For Yourself.... about whom, half of the world claims.... that they know you better than you do ????
or
For Your Loved Ones....... which in most of the cases includes your family and your lover ???
or
For the society around you......... who the hell has nothing to do with you, your family, your values, your aims and your thoughts????
or
For the rest of this freak world........ which do not even know that you exist ????
Life is a race......
Much to chase......
Hide your face........
Never go trace.........
Time is less......
Make it a mess........
choose happiness.........
with random guess.........
In limited days.......
find out the ways.........
to disturb arrays........
of life anyways............
very Truly said by one of the the coolest Indian Author Chetan Bhagat " If we are lucky, we may last another 50 years. And 50 years is just 2,500 weekends. Do we really need to get so worked up?. It's ok, bunk a few classes, scoring low in couple of papers, goof up a few interviews, take leave from work, fall in love, light fight with your spouse. We are people , not programmed devices......." "Don't be serious, ... be sincere." !! "You will be what you WILL TO BE!"
Those seems just few words to us sometimes...... But If we go through each word and take those words deeply...... they mean alot...
Like a life....
Living doesn't mean to spend time ......... It is more that that....
Live for some Fun, You'll miss it but none.................
Live for Mischief, Just like a thief...........
Live for Your Dream, donno what does it mean........
Live for Today, latter nothing to say............
Live for Entertainment, who know when will u faint.............
Live the every moment you can............... Search for happiness in small things......
Life is more about the things, we usually do not care about.
Life is not about buying branded items, its about the gifts that u get from your loved ones, with a smile on their face and shine in the eyes.......
Life is not about getting up early for work, its about sleeping more and enjoying the sleep, in continuation with dreams.............
Life is not about having a posh dinner in a five star restaurant, its about the khichdi that you make own your on, even if it is salty or a little burnt.
Life is not about getting a job easily, its about clearing a paper with less time of preparation and a mid-way sleep during exam.
Life is not about wishing your buddy first on his/her birthday, its about listening the abuses for forgetting it and persuading then after wards.....................
Life is not about watching soccer or cricket in a stadium, but about the street cricket and the broken glasses...................
Life is not about driving one of the expensive vehicle, its about walking a few steps with a small child who keeps you disturbing with this cute deeds....................
Life is more about these happiness............. Life is more about living every moment..................
I also found it hard, to implement in real life, but believe me buddies everything ca be controlled with the topmost blank part of your body.... !!!
Laugh even without reasons............. Screw the world....... don't think about it.... they are not going to do it as well.
Dream it, Mean it, Love it and Live it................ Like a LIFE
